I don’t even dear to say the word out loud. I can't even write it down! I refuse to call myself that! But today I’m the worst party girl in town. I told my bestie Louise to not come over from London and party with me and my friends here in Oxford. I told my sweet friends that I wouldn’t come out with them tonight and I just turned down my roomie-sister and our other friends.

My room smells different types of perfume and there is glitter everywhere… I’m staying in tonight because… I’ve got more important stuff to do than to go out! There! I said it! How lame doesn’t that sound? Oh, goodbye cruel world. I’ll see you next week when I can start living my life again!