For me fear indicates on weakness - a beginning of failure. We all have our fear(s). Some of us choose to never speak of it. Ignore it. Block it out, completely. Some of us choose to never face our fears. Continue to live life as we know it. Plain calm surface. Third world war inside.

I’ve chosen to face my fear. Soon. I won’t say when. I won’t say where. I won’t say what. I will just write “Done” when it’s over.

I have to do this. I need to do this. Alone.